I'm a Christian, a designer, and a gadget fan who lives in Cheltenham, UK.

This is my blog, a creative outlet to mess around and play with as well as a place that logs my thoughts and inspirations.

My book of the year

I’ve always enjoyed read­ing and for as long as I can remem­ber I’ve read fic­tion. Sev­er­al years ago I got sur­prised with a Kindle for Christ­mas by my par­ents and it caused me to increase dra­mat­ic­ally the num­ber of books I was reading.

This year is a dif­fer­ent story. Read­ing has been a dif­fi­cult task, some­thing that is very unusu­al for me since it has always been a point of com­fort. When I was in juni­or school I had a series of books I would read when I was strug­gling with being bul­lied. When I was in my teens I would go back and read famil­i­ar books when I needed to find some­thing calm­ing. A few years ago when I was bat­tling my first bout of depres­sion I read Harry Pot­ter books that were famil­i­ar and provided a way for my mind to ima­gine instead of a spir­al of neg­at­ive thoughts.

So when the world imploded this year, I thought once again I would be able to find refuge in books of fic­tion. But for sev­er­al months I struggled to read. My mind could not focus, so it was a sur­prise to me when I looked at my read­ing stats in Book Track and Goodreads to dis­cov­er that I had read more books this year than last. The thir­teen books I’ve read (so far) this year is still low com­pared to my nor­mal levels, but there is a def­in­ite uptick in the final half of the year that I’m pleased to see.

When I set out to write this post it was going to be a top 5 books of the year, as I star­ted writ­ing I real­ised there’s only one book I want to high­light. I read it right at the start of the year, and it’s a book that has con­tinu­ally come to mind ever since. I was giv­en a print of one of the pages in it for my birthday.

The Boy, the Mole, the Fox and the Horse by Charlie Mack­esy is a mas­ter­piece. It has been so relat­able over the course of this year.

The quote that has been hanging in my liv­ing room is one which many people have reminded me of and one which will no doubt have me return­ing to time after time.

“Being kind to your­self is one of the greatest kind­nesses,” said the mole. 

At a time when people often become quite intro­spect­ive and look back at what they’ve done with the year, it’s easy to see all the people shout­ing about how they have util­ised the lock­down to achieve so much and feel inad­equate. It would be easy to begin beat­ing ourselves up. So we should take notice of what the mole has to say, and be kind to ourselves, because actu­ally get­ting through this year is pretty good going.

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